invincible

Jun. 26th, 2002 09:37 am
dreamtrance: (mine)
[personal profile] dreamtrance
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I can't stand to see you hurting. It tears me apart to see you lost and unable to deal with whats going on. What makes things worse is the way you won't let anyone inside. You curl up inside yourself not letting anyone near to bring out the deamons. You play like everything is just peachy and you're perfectly happy and normal. But I know better. I can see the storm raging in your eyes. I can hear it in your voice and your laugh is forced. Your smile doesn't reach your eyes they way it used to. I just know one of these days you aren't going to bea ble to handle it. Everything is going to come crashing down and break you into a million pieces. But what you don't know, or don't want to believe, is that I'm here. I'll be here until it happens, while it happens and after it happens. I'll be here to put you back together again. Then you'll go on with your life better than you were before. And no one will have known that for one moment you were broken and not completely perfect. Only I will know because I will be the one to put you back together.

This isn't easy for me. To see you hurting and broken. Because see, you were always invincible in my eyes.


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this goes with this icon. but I can't bring myself to upload it.

Date: 2002-06-26 07:31 am (UTC)
blue_ant: (smile)
From: [personal profile] blue_ant
*squishes*

I love you!

*hugs*

Date: 2002-06-26 07:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamtrance.livejournal.com
*hugs* I love you too

can I just curl up in your lap and cry?

Re:

Date: 2002-06-26 08:02 am (UTC)
blue_ant: (Default)
From: [personal profile] blue_ant
Oh honey.

Of course you can. *pets*

Everything okay?

*writes Austin!Post while waiting for a phone call*

Date: 2002-06-26 08:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamtrance.livejournal.com
no everythings not okay *sigh* im going home for lunch in about 45 min

Re:

Date: 2002-06-26 08:06 am (UTC)
blue_ant: (Default)
From: [personal profile] blue_ant
Okay, love. I'll be online.

Talk to me if you need.

*holds tight*

Date: 2002-06-26 08:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coolbandchick.livejournal.com
{{{{{hugs}}}}}

Wow, man. Just wow.

Date: 2002-06-26 08:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamtrance.livejournal.com
((hugs)) thanks

Date: 2002-06-26 09:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] newdaydawning.livejournal.com
I'm talking to you on IM right now but I want to leave you a message here as well.

I love you so much, girl. In a very short amount of time, you've become an integral part of my life. I'm very thankful for that.

You know I'll always be here if you need me for anything. Just say the word.

Date: 2002-06-26 10:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] incredulity.livejournal.com
Oh hon...

(((((((hugs)))))))))

the piece and the icon brought tears to my eyes.


Date: 2002-06-26 10:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamtrance.livejournal.com
((((hugs)))) I was trying not to cry while writing it

Date: 2002-06-26 11:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crunknwj.livejournal.com
*huge hugs* i may not be here when you get home...but drop me an email or something to let me know you're ok.

Date: 2002-06-26 05:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kittiec.livejournal.com
That is a gorgeous icon and this was an amazing story. Are you going to post it to your web site? I'd love to have it all in one chunk for easy downloading. :)

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Date: 2002-06-26 05:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamtrance.livejournal.com
no idea i dont really have a place to put all my junk yet

Date: 2002-06-27 01:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kittiec.livejournal.com
Okay, well, if you do put it on your web site somewhere, you'll post in your LJ, right?

Date: 2002-06-27 01:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamtrance.livejournal.com
once I get everything organized I'm sure I'll make a site cuz yeah, always looking for more site ideas *heh*

dont worry, youll know about it :o)

Date: 2002-06-28 06:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kittiec.livejournal.com
Kewl! I'll look forward to it.
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