thank you

it's the next morning *sigh*

this is going to be fairly cryptic but I can't help it. sorry.

Those of you that know me know that I'm a very secretive person. I don't like to talk about what goes on in my head and I don't get into when things are bothering me or the shit from my past. I've talked to some of you about bits and pieces so some of you understand more than others.

last night I kind of had a breakdown of sorts. no one witnessed it but a couple of you saw the aftermath.
I'm sorry to those of you who would have/wanted to help but really there was nothing to do.

Steph - I think I was actually asleep by the time you got online. sorry about that but thank you.

Mel - I'm sorry I didnt say something to you last night honey, it just wouldnt have mattered.

Catherine - I don't know what I told you or even if I told you anything but thank you for just being there.

Ang - thank you for everything.

and Everyone else. I may not have listed your name but honestly you all mean a lot to me. I think in the course of the night last night it was thinking about the friends I've made and the ones I have yet to make that made me smile and helped me to let go. Thank you all for just being who you are.

I wrote this last night and it was locked for various reasons. Now I'm sharing it with everyone.

( Tick Tock )

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a very happy birthday to liz_w

it was great meeting you in NJ and seeing you again in DC and at Challenge. I hope we can get together again sometime!

hope your day is wonderful and filled with lots of SDBs :o)

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how much do I like the idea of working from home.

am going home at 5:00 and doing my makeup time in my nsync t-shirt and smiley face pants curled up in my blanket with my ginger ale and LZ playing. :o)

now if only it were 5:00

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um yeah, I feel really dumb right about now.

okay call me uniformed or just plain lost but what are fanon/canon?

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I'm bored and my muse has run off so I gacked this from mirroredimage

( my current WIPs )